its been quite some time since i wrote here, ive missed it i think. i started another site, this time on nekoweb, but i dont have a blog there yet, so ive not had so much chance to just... type.

my exams start soon, in may. my first one is latin language which should be okay. my grades have been getting worse lately so i just need to shout at myself to keep a good mindset about it lololol im always "grades dont matter" in theory, but i have to fight myself to keep it that way in reality.

ive been less active online, mostly because of school, even on spacehey which is how you can tell its getting real. ive changed my entire life structure so i get up early in the mornings and go to bed early in the evenings, and a lot of my friends are either in GMT+ timezones or are from the UK but also studying for exams, just in the evening. ive been out more with irl friends though, spent a lot of time in the park, just thinking, talking, skimming stones. its quiet, i like it.

ive been using a "dumb" phone since last year. its a nokia e71 and very functional - sometimes you see old phones and theyre super slow, and while some of the apps on this are no longer suppoerted, the ones that work work very well, and at good speeds without lag. it runs powerpoint better than modern smartphones lmao (or computers for that matter, office 365 is the worst software that we are all forced into using, whyyyy???!!!)

ill keep coming back to this blog every few months i think, but you should check out my new site too, i hope to be updating more frequently there!! its more varied than this site, but i think i still prefer the colours of this one, the greens, beige and black.

good bye much love x

ooooooh okay wow its been nearly 2 months my bad!!! had an emotional wreck of a 2 months personally but im getting treatment and everything now so yay!!!! working thru some mild trauma, stress etc. but i think im coming out the other side c:

sch term starting hit me like a fucking truck honestly??? the workload has kind of tripled immediately which im not enjoying, but ive been able to drop one of my subjects which should start to make things easier 4 me

i cant really think of anything else of note??? ive listened to a ridiculous amount of the cure over the weekend honestly. is that of note?? ive been fairly ill w a head cold, i have some kind of allergies which often stops me from being able to breathe normally anyways so that's got even worse <3 so ive been stuck in w j music for company which has ended up being (ironically??? im not certain this is a correct use of the word. shhhh) disintegration - the cure on repeat, as in the song, not the full album. literally just that song over and over and over (hahahaha funny....)

samhain/halloween soon hooray!!! i did want to dress as an ancient wizaed but ive been unable to search charity shops for resources so that's all kind of fallen apart...... i might js have to be a shark again at this rate icl

spacehey stuff!!!! my new layout is completely finished i think, and i posted a free-to-use layout using grids in blogs to try and stop people asking for my profile code (im not giving it out, stop asking, its mine!!!!) im quite proud of my new profile, its pretty unique considering what ive seen on spacehey before. i want to go back to figuring out the hover-for-links-in-nav-and-footer thing i was doing before, but i think ive had enough for now lmaooo

*crawls back under the log xxxx*

im on holiday!! its been a bit of a struggle to get here but we're finally somewhere that isnt the uk, hooray!! its been really really nice so far, i really struggle w eating out at restaurants but ive been managing that ok and its hardly the biggest hardship anyone has ever faced lol

i cant believe its september in only a few days. where the fuck did august go. who took it i swear when i find you

but yeah other than some family issues summer's been pretty damn good c:

redoing my spacehey layout again!!! ive been using display:contents to make my grids better and so i can add my own custom divs,,, its soso helpful honestly!! i much prefer the challenge of writing css w/out access to the html which is why i do so much more on spacehey than neocities LMAO. this new method of doing grids is almost boring me tho cus its so easy to put stuff in icl

im gonna start a music blog i think!!! both posting on here and spacehey. mostly j reviews/reccomendations of albums i like + maybe a song or two every so often yayayay!! idk what to call it tho?? maybe j "woodlouse's music log" n then format it to look like an actual log?? if u have any suggestions pls lmk on my neocities comments or the cbox!!

bye for nowwww c:

i seem to be doing these on a pretty much monthy basis lol, i did plan on doing it more but this suits me - i dont want to get into potential oversharing territory by posting everyday :p

i've just been doing some work on my spacehey acc's layout!! i won a little community vote for "coolest layout" so im pretty chuffed about that 🤭 i'm quite honoured honestly

i got discord enabling me to talk to some of my moots more easily!! also so i could join oomf's minecraft server :D im super excited about that!! ive been playing loads of mc lately now my mocks are over so i don't feel constant crippling guilt for not revising at that moment yayayayay

i have to write a speech for my spoken language endorsement in a few days and i'm doing it on web revival + how corporations have made the interenet worse for users which is super fun - BUT im getting distracted as im talking about neocities etc which is making me come back on here TvT

and so until next time,,,, i return to underthelog,,,,, goodbye.......

i did a drama exam last night that ended up starting 2 hours late and i cpuldn't leave until 7pm :c im so exhausted. i need to do the written work for it now but i j cannot make myself do it so i'm doing other homework instead to put it off

i actually havent done any work on here for a couple of weeks??? i really want to. i spent so much time figuring out the iframes but im not sure i want to do that anymore lmaoooooo - i want to have different page styles for the index, my blog etc. i still want to have music that carries across all the pages tho.

i've actually done a fair bit of spacehey stuff lately - i made a resources masterpost + started work on a new layout based off of mac os 9

is this thing on??? is it working?!?!?!

im so happy i managed to get the iframe thingy working,,, means i can put music here now. i j have to decide whether im gonna battle making my own music player or use an embed.... hmmm....

the rain has washed resources down here under the log. its nice to have some enrichment.